Saturday, July 29, 2006

ّإليك المشتكى - أصالة

ٍRamzi's post triggered my blog of silence to become THE BLOG OF VOICE. Here's a song which i feel expresses some of OUR feelings not just mine and i only said some for there is more and more inside.


إليك المشتكى ومن قلب بكى من البعد يا عمري دمعي أشتكى
إليك المشتكى ومن قلب بكى من البعد يا عمري دمعي أشتكى

غريب حائر أمد يدي لمن
شريد هائم أدر وجهي لمن
غريب حائر أمد يدي لمن
شريد هائم أدر وجهي لمن

أسير أسير بين أضلعي أسير
سجين سجين من يفك قيدي
أسير أسير بين أضلعي أسير
سجين سجين من يفك قيدي

من يفك قيدي من
من يفك قيدي من
من يفك قيدي من
من يفك قيدي من

صبري اشتكى مني
دمعي جرح عيني
صبري...
دمعي...
دمعي جرح عيني
دمعي جرح عيني
دمعي جرح عيني
دمعي جرح عيني

إليك المشتكى ومن قلب بكى من البعد يا عمري دمعي أشتكى
إليك المشتكى ومن قلب بكى من البعد يا عمري دمعي أشتكى


هل لي من مجيب
هل لي من مجيب
هل لي من مجيب
أشكو إليه أنيني
أشكو إليه أنيني

هل لي من صديق
هل لي من صديق
هل لي من صديق
أشكو إليه زماني
أشكو إليه زماني
آه زماني


هل لي من مجيب
هل لي من مجيب
هل لي من مجيب
أشكو إليه أنيني
أشكو إليه أنيني

هل لي من صديق
هل لي من صديق
هل لي من صديق
أشكو إليه زماني
أشكو إليه زماني
آه زماني

هل لي من حبيب
هل لي من حبيب
أضمه إلى صدري
أضمه إلى صدري
أضمه إلى صدري
أضمه إلى صدري

هل لي من حبيب
هل لي من حبيب
أضمه إلى صدري
أضمه إلى صدري
أضمه إلى صدري
أضمه إلى صدري

أحلام تراودني أم طيف يخايلني
أحلام تراودني أم طيف يخايلني
أحلام تراودني أم طيف يخايلني
أحلام تراودني أم طيف يخايلني
أحلام تراودني أم طيف يخايلني
أحلام تراودني أم طيف يخايلني
أحلام تراودني أم طيف يخايلني
أحلام تراودني أم طيف يخايلني

أم حقيقة أمامي أم خيال يطاردني
أم حقيقة أمامي أم خيال يطاردني


غريب حائر أمد يدي لمن
شريد هائم أدر وجهي لمن
غريب حائر أمد يدي لمن
شريد هائم أدر وجهي لمن

أسير أسير بين أضلعي أسير
سجين سجين من يفك قيدي
أسير أسير بين أضلعي أسير
سجين سجين من يفك قيدي

من يفك قيدي من
من يفك قيدي من
من يفك قيدي من
من يفك قيدي من

صبري اشتكى مني
دمعي جرح عيني
صبري...
دمعي...
دمعي جرح عيني
دمعي جرح عيني
دمعي جرح عيني
دمعي جرح عيني

إليك المشتكى ومن قلب بكى من البعد يا عمري دمعي أشتكى
إليك المشتكى ومن قلب بكى من البعد يا عمري دمعي أشتكى
إليك المشتكى ومن قلب بكى من البعد يا عمري دمعي أشتكى

Play Song

Bless you All x x x

Sunday, July 23, 2006

The Safest Place (LeAnne Rimes)

Thank God that you were by my side..

On a night....
On a night...

Daytime I'm fine
Everything is back normal
Last night I thought that I would die
I had nightmares, I was so scared
Thank god that you were by my side
To hold me when I cry

I wanna be strong
But I don't wanna be alone tonight
I wanna believe that I can save the world
And make it right
But I'm only human and you've got a hero's face
Right here in your arms is safest place
The safest place

It feels so real
You showed me I can trust you
With emotions I had locked away
It was your touch, your words
They heal the deepest part of me
That only you can see

I wanna be strong
But I don't wanna be alone tonight
I wanna believe that I can save the world
And make it right
But I'm only human and you've got a hero's face
Right here in your arms is the safest place

As long as I'm with you
As long as I can feel you
That's all I need to keep me going
On and on and on and on....
I wanna believe that I can save the world
And make it right
But I'm only human and you've got a hero's face
Right here in your arms is the safest place
the safest place....

The safest place...

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Lebanese Chant 1...

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Lebanese Flag


For everyone who's been looking for a Lebanese Flag to place on your blog, blogger profile, MSN etc. please save this picture and feel free to use it.

May God bless you all.

Take care.


PS: Thank you Delirious for the image.

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Wikbirna!

It is things like that happening in Lebanon now that proves more innou we're growing up and leaving behind all the responsibility-free life we once had. Before my responsibilities started by looking after myself, my clothes, my toys, then my books then my homework then my grades then my work then my life but now i have to look after MY FAMILY and MY Relatives in particular not to mention friends.

Had to spend all yesterday glued to the TV screen with the phone held between my shoulder and ear because i'm using my hands to speak to people from LEB on my MSN list to get the latest updates and pictures. Felt that i had to call everyone i knew in Leb to make sure they are fine. I talk to my parents every hour to make sure they are fine. I talk to my relatives who are divided into 3 groups in 3 different places in Leb to make sure they are still alive with the bombings above/next to them. Then i would have to play the mediator role to tell each group that the others are ok. Yes too much worrying and RESPONSIBILITY.

It feels really damn frustrating to see all those people dying for no reason but the possibility of a FREE-Lebanon (which we all know is impossible). You feel even worse to see all bridges and transportation connections being ruined like that. It reminded me of the time when i used to ruin my sister's LEGO structure to piss her off!

Donno what to say nor how to express myself but all i know is that i wish that all of you are in good health and may God protect you all and bless you and all those you love and care for. Winshillah all of this would come out with something WORTH all the current suffering of the LEBANON resident people.

Fee aman Allah.

Monday, July 03, 2006

Country Alone !

Yes what a weird feeling??? never thought of it that way. But although i was born here and lived my whole life in this country, which i love so much, i was never alone. There was always another member of the family around. But there is always a first time! My Aunt and Uncle's family left 2 lebanon for vacation 2 weeks ago; my sister went to Jordan last Saturday to attend her bestfriend's wedding; and yesterday my parents, 2nd sister and brother left to Lebanon for vacation. So for the first time i am alone in this country!

It made me think of lots of things especially of the fact that if my parents ever decided to go back to Lebanon for good would i stay here alone or would i join them and leave this place??? I've been thinking lately about this too for one of my friends here have been setting me up with a friend of hers in Kuwait. And one of the things i used to avoid her nagging was that i wouldn't leave this country and go live in Kuwait even if my husband lives there! And that's when she asked me what if you got married here and your husband decided to go and settle back in Lebanon or another country after a couple of years what would you do ?? And i was like huh! Why would he want to leave here and go back home? She said "huh ma you just said it "back home"" and then i was speechless with her.

I remember thinking of that option when i was with BM that at some point we have to be living with his parents in Leb for they need to be cared for when his younger brother gets married, which i really never minded but that was because i loved him so much and i would have done anything he wanted! But now i don't know what would i do if anything happens and changes my idea of settling down here for good. WOW! Too many thoughts! Yalla we'll wait and see what happens i might end up in Honolulu hehehehehe or even better THE MALDIVES yeah yeah in my dreams ;)