Monday, May 08, 2006

IF ONLY...

IF only i knew that getting that new job yesterday, which i've always prayed for, was a morning consolation prize to ease the pain of loosing YOU at night; i would have prayed my whole life for you to stay by my side and the hell with the job!

16 Comments:

Blogger Maldoror said...

Here is where you are wrong :) Your job and you as a person are more important that any other thing or person.

1:13 PM, May 08, 2006  
Blogger a h m a d said...

Why the conception that happy events and sad events are linked? Can't both be happy? :)

9:45 PM, May 08, 2006  
Blogger Champ - Love Hound said...

You need to chill out, Dear! *Smiles*

God bless you....

2:24 AM, May 09, 2006  
Blogger Wonderer said...

Be happy for having the job, you wanted it so much. Don't think of anything else, be sure that God is saving you the best:)

Take care dear:)

12:23 PM, May 09, 2006  
Blogger Jane said...

Congratulations on the new job. I'm sorry that your happiness was marred by a loss on the same day.

5:17 AM, May 11, 2006  
Blogger Zanzounito said...

mabrouk ya ATC..another point of view is that thank God you found someone that you can have those feelings for and him return those feelings, some of us do not have that blessing :)

6:02 AM, May 11, 2006  
Blogger Jane said...

Hoping you are ok....

5:24 AM, May 12, 2006  
Blogger aroundtheclock24_7 said...

Hi All,

Thanx for your comments. You all know by now that in such situations i prefer not to talk about it as much as i prefer to just post things to get the anger out until i am ready to talk. Therefore for now i will say nothing yet except Thanks for your support and wise words and Jane millions of thanx for your extra care, which i highly appreciate. Yes i am OK until now for too many things are still happening all together that i donno what or how to feel about them. So i am still under shock till now if you want me to describe how i am. Thanx a lot for everything. Will elaborate soon hopefully to get out once anf forall.

Take care and may God bless you all and wish me luck.

1:45 AM, May 13, 2006  
Blogger Champ - Love Hound said...

Thankyou for your kind words, hope you 're doin' good. *Smiles*

God bless you.....

4:27 AM, May 14, 2006  
Blogger Jane said...

Glad you are ok. Whenever and if ever you feel like talking, you have my email.

4:47 AM, May 14, 2006  
Blogger Eve said...

hope you're feeling better today.

4:13 PM, May 14, 2006  
Blogger LouLou said...

Congratulations on your new job.

It's not a consolation prize. It's what you deserve. Life doesn't work that way. It doesn't give us consolation prizes I don't think. Have been through lots of losses myself which didn't come with any consolation prize so I know what am saying.

Yarabi yi3adik for any loss. Please take care of yourself.

11:30 AM, May 15, 2006  
Blogger doshar said...

sounds like a cliche'... but sometimes we pray for things that we later know were not good for us...
you are a good person ATC, and ISA God will not let you down, ISA things will turn out for the best, just keep the faith and patience. take care

12:41 AM, May 16, 2006  
Blogger Cliche~ said...

oh.... how ironic :(

*HUGS*

6:26 PM, May 21, 2006  
Blogger aroundtheclock24_7 said...

Helloooooooooooo,

Thanx a lot for your comments, emails, and sms ;)

I am doing really well for i do not have time to think of anything at the time being. I am extra-occupied with the new tasks i have at work and with all the projects i have to submit before my vacation which i decided to take by the beginning of June as a BREAK from everything.

I think my reaction for all of this was that i needed a break to think of everything away from the pressure of BM's presence and my parents' continuous comments. So by the time i am back i should have a clear vision of everything i want in life ;)

In other words, i will ISA come back with a PLAN for my future ;)

Can't wait to see some of you in Lebanon as for the rest hope we'll meet someday, which reminds me to talk to Eve and Del about having a bloggers meeting during my stay so i can meet most of you ;)

gtg now back to work for i want nothing to delay my trip to Lebanon. Yalla take care everyone and have fun ;)

God bless you all ;)

10:37 AM, May 22, 2006  
Blogger Me said...

Hope you're fine now ya ATC ... God bless you :)

4:33 PM, May 25, 2006  

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