Israa' & Mi3raj
A3adahou Allahou 3alykoum bilsihha wal 3afiya ;)
Around the Clock 24_7!
On one of my long drives during the weekend, i noticed a car with a bumper sticker that read "Help Ever ... Hurt Never". I could swear that these words kept me thinking all the way about how far away are these words from reality for all you get from people is hurt and more worse is the hurt you get from the closest people to you. I think that guy who was driving the car has lots of hope in life and expects the unexpected from people.
Did you ever go through a stage in your life when you start feeling that you're living a big dream or lie? Or that maybe you have personally varnished everything around you to look the way you wanted it although in reality it is not even close to what you want it to be? I have lately gone through lots of thoughts about these small and big things in my life and i found out that Yes i tend to make things look great although they don't. I hate the way lots of things are happening and occuring consequently as if trying to tell me lots of things i am not aware off or even aware off but trying to deny. I always beleived in following my senses and my heart but lately, and for the first time in my life, i started believing that a i should follow what my brain tells me and not my heart for on both cases i will be hurt but at the end when i get hurt from my brain decisions it must be for my benefit. That too would be new for me for i never took myself as a first priority it was always the people around me and i do hardly believe now that it is time for a change. But the real question is... When will this change occur? Anyway, wish me luck!
Yup i do ;) see all it took was one call then one missed call then another 2 missed calls then a call ;) Sooooooo... I feel Good tanananan So Good So Good tintintintin hehehehehe 43 ;)
27 hours for crying out loud... Yes i haven't spoken to you for the past 27 hours! if you think that this is normal then there is something abnormal! Innou i spoke to you 2 pm yesterday and it is the next day now and it is 5pm... don't you wonder where the hell am i ? or what am i doing? or how is my cold? or if am better or not? or if i got things sorted out for the FB?
S'il suffisait d'aimer - Céline Dion
I wouldn't mind at all to kick some a**e* today...
yes, i had an aqua massage today for the first time;) It felt weird at the beginning knowing that a machine is doing the job but in seconds that feeling changed into relaxation for it was really good and worth the trial. But this incident kept me thinking about the time that this earth would need to replace people by machines and robots. If you think about it logically you will find that the aqua machine, for example, had to be operated by an attendent and i was in charge of increasing or decreasing the pressure through a remote control-like device. So would people be able EVER to create something that can work on its own with a human brain or is it something we only see in movies and the big screen? I remeber the story of the robotic BEE which took care of transfering messages and notes from one office to another but that BEE still needed to be operated by a human being. So will we ever witness the birth of such a technology or will it stay as a fantasy for us? anyway it was just a thought!
If only i got a penny, or a 50fils in my case, for everytime i heard a friend's problem i would be the richest person on earth by now. What's wrong with everyone? It seems as if a "depression flu" is in the air. Come on get better soon and SMILE ;) It's just LIFE!
I really enjoyed most of the tracks on his Sarab album ;) I think he is really innovative and talented ;)
Yes i am still at work even though all my watches have passed the 5 oclock! Well it is simply Murphy's Law! Urgent jobs and changes at the last minutes, just when i needed the day-off bcoz of my *cough cough* ;) But i should be honest that i don't really mind, i take it as a challenge ;)
I can't explain how sick and tired i am today. My eyes are red for a start. They get filled with tears after concentrating on the screen for less than 5 minutes , i could feel as if i am carrying the world on my head. There is like a dog napping on my chest, and most of all i keep hearing a buzzing sound as if the fire alarm went off. And yet i still came to work today! I am starting a fever again, and could barely concentrate with anyone talking to me but if i didn't show up today who will finish all the "urgent" work that pops up out of nowhere? Maybe i will work for half a day and go rest and in case of any urgent matters i can pop back to the office. Anyway got to go for my eyes are starting to tear. hehehehe this is funny, i ended up explaining how sick i am ;)
With all the things happening lately (which are a lot to handle at once but i'm doing fine , i hope ;), i've been analysing the human kind at a wider perspective from a man vs. woman view.
You know what... after lots and lots of thought, i found the solution for all of this... I will CLONE you ! yes this is the perfect way. You're always busy, there's a lways A something going on somewhere, you're out of town/sight most of the time so VOILA i will clone you ;) this way you will give me the right amount of time which I need just to feel that I DO exist in your fully booked schedule!
To get directly to the point for i can't even start i will just quote the lyrics of "10 things i hate about you"!!! YES... That's how mad i am!
"I like the dreams of the future better than the history of the past."
There is always a Hierarchy, in a way or another, in every single thing in life even in its simplest forms!
Lately i am having the feeling that i am in a real race with time! I have noticed that most of my plans are scheduled or TIMED!
Everytime i go out shopping with my friend we swear that we are going only to this particular shop buy the particular product and leave! That was the plan yesterday!We reached the mall at 5pm and ended up leaving it at 10:30pm! We started with the first shop then the second then the third from one sale to another (but to be fair she needs to shop for she is travelling back home and needs to get loads of gifts, so she finished most of her list). Then we felt hungry taking into consideration that as usual we haven't eaten anything since morning we went for breakfast/lunch/dinner and sheeshas in the mall. then went back shopping again and ended up in Starbucks with a third friend who joined the last 2 shopping attempts we had. hehehehe i should admit it was fun to change the routine but it seems that it is expensive to change the routine for i came back home with 12 shopping bags!
I always believed that there is a soulmate for each person on earth (being a lover a friend a husband/wife, etc.) and that it might take a while to find him/her but eventually you will.