Saturday, December 03, 2005

Pain & Damage


How much pain can the people we love and care for give us? How much emotional/mental/physical damage can they do?

What worries/kills me more is that they usually know what they cause but try to deny the fact so they wouldn't have to confront us or to say "Sorry"; for they know how deep they have stabbed us to the extent that no words nor actions can heal the pain nor recover the damage!

Good bye Love & Care and may you rest in peace. More moments of silence to follow ...

13 Comments:

Blogger LouLou said...

7abibti are you ok?Why so sad?What happened?

3:15 PM, December 03, 2005  
Blogger Me said...

You sound so sad and hurt sweetie :-( What happened? And as you said in Wonderer's blog

"tawwli balik ma badda hal2add"

Smile ...and have hope :-)

4:49 PM, December 03, 2005  
Blogger Rain said...

Ohh..dear ATC.. it's really sad to see u sad.
we get our greatest joy and pain from those very close persons.
it's just too great now as it's at the beginning..

I hope it's not a farewell :(.

Hold on to ur faith...don't give up to depression..u'll go thru stages of pain .. but they'll lessen with time.

Please tell us how r u now...I'm getting worried.

5:27 PM, December 03, 2005  
Blogger Wonderer said...

"How much pain can the people we love and care for give us?"

lots and lots of pain, I know what you mean and you know I am going through the same thing too.

I'd like to say some supportive words, bas "faqed al shi2 la you3teh":(

Sorry dear if my comment was an addition to your emotional stress. I am really sorry.

Take care,

6:43 PM, December 03, 2005  
Blogger aroundtheclock24_7 said...

HI All,

Don't worry please i am fine elhamdullilah and no one is hurt but me! For the past couple of months loads and loads of things have been happenning and only prooving to me that i am the most stupid person on earth when it comes to being kindhearted! My kindheart and faith in close people to me have lead me to nothing but to mesiry and loads of tears and pain. I am in a status where i can't do anything but rethink every decision i have taken in the past 10 years of my life! I am currently in a state of taking major life decisions which could change my life forever. And because i don't feel like sharing my feelings and status with my real life friends for i don't want them to hate anyone or the people who have caused all this mesiry i prefered to run to my blog and blurt it out of my system.

I am sooooooooooooooooooooo hurt, tired, drained of emotions and exhausted, to the extent that i don't feel anything anymore and always laughing hysterically with tears runnig across my cheeks!

Don't feel like talking to anyone, don't feel like doing anything, don't feel like even smiling and that's the worse i could get to.

I know it is a phase but what worries me is my MAJOR decision for i know it will affect everyone around me especially me!

Really thank you for the support and as i said don't worry it is just a phase but my fear is from the length of it. Thank you all and Wonderer as i said take it easy you know that it is just a couple more days and the main reason of these things happening with you will dissappear ;)

Take care all and may God bless you.

10:47 PM, December 03, 2005  
Blogger Jane said...

Life is a roller coaster but one cannot truly appreciate the joys and happiness without also experiencing the lows and sorrows. You will make it through this and please know that you have us here in cyber-space for support and comfort whenever you need it. We may be strangers in body, but not in heart. Take care.

6:27 AM, December 04, 2005  
Blogger aroundtheclock24_7 said...

Jane,

Very touching honest words ;) Thank you a lot i really appreciate what you and the others are trying to do and say. If i didn't know that you all were here for me i wouldn't have shared such personal phases within my life. Millions of thanx again.

Take care and smile instead of me please.

9:57 AM, December 04, 2005  
Blogger doshar said...

hey ATC, you sound so sad. please smile a bit, kollo bey3addy eventually, even though it looks bleak right now. things might turn around for the better before you know it. have faith in God, and ask Him to make it all better. and He will ISA. try the doaa by jonah in the belly of the whale: la ilaha illa anta sub7anak, inny konto min al zalimeen" May God help you out of this one soon ISA.

p.s. try not to take any life changing decisions in this state, wait till you feel better and can see things clearer, so as not to do something that you might later regret. smile :)

7:21 PM, December 04, 2005  
Blogger roora said...

ATC, usually the pain from the person we care about is the most, because we don't expect it from them.

But perhaps time that will let you know and the real situations will expose to you more about people.

anyways I dont mean to be judgemental because I dont know any details, maybe they just dont realize how much pain would their behaior could cause to you, and you only need to discuss it with them. Take it easy and ISA , we hear in the next post something good ISA:)

10:06 PM, December 04, 2005  
Blogger roora said...

BTW , if you feel like emailing me , i will be happy to reveive from you any mails at yoshar@yahoo.com

10:09 PM, December 04, 2005  
Blogger LouLou said...

ATC,

Well am not going to tell you not to worry about having to make a major decision because it would be really hypocritical of me to do that. I know how worried I'd be in your place.

I'd say just decide & get it over with. Extending the waiting period is just prolonging the agony. You'll feel better when you do it. Whatever the results it will be behind you and you can start getting over it & coping with the results.

Hope you will see the light at the end of the tunnel soon. ISA you already do. Allah yiwafqik yarab.

9:34 AM, December 05, 2005  
Blogger Xylocaine said...

Sorry to see you SAD...but know one thing...Don't let whatever happned change you(or else they would have won). Just benefit from the experience and be more careful next time;) SMILE IT'S THE SECOND BEST THING YOU CAN DO WITH YOUR LIPS!!!!

1:04 PM, December 05, 2005  
Blogger aroundtheclock24_7 said...

Thank you all really, you can't imagine how comforting it is to read your comments ;) It is always good to know that there are still Good and Kind hearted people like you on earth to bring comfort and smiles to others even through a virtual communication ;) may God bless you all.


xylo,
"SMILE IT'S THE SECOND BEST THING YOU CAN DO WITH YOUR LIPS!!!!" ... only if whistling is the first one ;)
Btw, do you know why this quote is somehow Religious... I know it is Ironic but there is a Malak(angel) residing on your lips. The job of this angel is to count and document the Shahadas (PBUH) and double your Hasanat (Good Deeds). So the first job of the lips is to say prayers and shahadas. The second job of the lips is to SMILE for in Islam for example there is a Hadeeth (Prophet's Saying) which says that God praise those who smile in the face of their brothers and sisters in religion. That's one of the reasns i adoreeeeee smiling ;)

Anyway i've gone too far in my comment but just felt like sharing it.

2:08 PM, December 05, 2005  

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